go figure

so i started this blog and then on sunday i bought a journal.

i'm serious.

i bought a journal to write it. i carry it with me everywhere. its really nice too, the most i have ever spent on a journal...30bucks. but then again i did but it at barnes and noble and i did get it with a specifc purpose in mind. i wanted it to last forever...or as long as it can. i intened to fill the pages with a story. its not necessarly one that is to be shared with others or published for the world to see. but maybe, some day, my children or my grandchildren will find it in the attic and will gleam some knowledge from this story. maybe someday when i finally get around to writing a book or finishing one i have already started i will be able to take something from this journal. we will see. it was something i had to buy though. i knew that i wouldn't be able to function without it. i don't mind the extra weight it adds to my bag. its not going to hurt me. i enjoy knowing that i have this and can access it at all times. its nice writing in a journal. makes me feel nostaligic or somthing. granted, i love to blog. but then again, who really reads my blogs? they are pretty much for my own benefit too...gosh, i sound a bit selfish don't i?

well, i must go now. my dog is wimpering so i should go let her outside.