2010

thought: new year; new me.

..at least that's what i should be thinking right? aren't people supposed to make resolutions and change at the beginning of the year? i never have.

this year is going to be different though. i can tell. it started off different.

actually, i was a bit pissed when it started off. some people that i was supposed to hang out with basically bailed out on me. i thought it was going to be a sucky new year. but, i had the best time of my life. never have i laughed so much in one night. the people i was with were great. i love them all.

i've learned that when you try too much to please people, you end up failing...not them...but yourself. thats the worst part i think. when you feel like you put so much time into someone and then they back out on you. the cool part about that is that when it happens, sometimes, other people come along and unexpectedly have your back. so cool.

in that respect, i am changing. i'm not going to put so much time into people.

i guess with that being said, i'm going to spend more time focusing on myself (got some yoga/pilates and cycling gear for Christmas!) and volunteering. i got asked the other day if i would be interested in teaching an english as a second language course. i'm excited.

with the onset of 2010, i've become more punchy...sassy...whatever you want to call it. it's a new me i guess...and i'm not even putting that much effort in.

just need to be careful. i don't want to lose my friends and i don't want to become a jerk. however, i also am tired of people's crap. why should i listen and take their junk? seriously, i have better things to do.

i'm stoked about 2010. it's been a great first 5 days. maybe, i will be better about blogging this year. i've had this one for a year. whoo-hoo!

let's kick 2010 off the charts. best year ever.