i'm pretty sure i've used that as a thought before. but it is true. life has taken over and here i am sitting here sick for the 2nd time in a month. which is funny considering that i have actually taken time to slow things down.
since march, things have been pretty hectic. and as much as life has changed, it has stayed the same. i still have the most amazing friends and family in the world and i'm still learning about myself and about life. in fact, i've felt myself changing and becoming someone else. but it hasn't been in a bad way. i'm becoming someone who is more transparent and who is realizing that they actually need other people to make it through life. more and more the past few months i've been depending on other people to help me. it hasn't been easy...but it is probably one of the best things i've ever done.
i think this past month, however, has probably been the most difficult. someone i really like moved an hour away. in the process of that we're trying to keep the relationship. it hasn't been easy but through it i've grown an awful lot. and by grown, i mean that i have spent a lot of time reading my Bible and praying. it is the only thing that let's me know we're going to be alright...well not the only thing but it definitely helps.
so where have i come from and where am i going?
well the come from part is easy. i can tell you that without any doubt. where am i going? i don't know. i thought i knew...and i'd like to say i do. but i don't. i'm taking life one day at a time and in the process i'm trying not to let life take over me...
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