thought: sometimes you can't contain your excitement and you just have to let it out
i had a girlie moment today. i got a phone call and when i was done i screamed and jumped around. then i ran through the house yelling something like "he called. guess who called. he called!"
extreme? maybe. but girls do this all the time. this is the first time i've ever done this. normally i can keep it cool but no. this one is different. it's hard to explain.
maybe i'm losing my mind though. i mean is each one worse than the last? no, i don't think so. yet it feels like it. i don't know what i'm going to do. i really don't.
only prayer can get the through this.
only God can get me through this.
i'm reading a new book by the way. it's amazing...and it's about dating. maybe the best one i've ever read. one of my friends is letting me borrow it and our small group is going to use it for study. i cannot wait. maybe it will help me with some of these emotions.
or maybe it won't.
i did have fun tonight running around like an idiot.
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